THE PAINFUL TRUTH

we talk.

but i lie.

i feed you

lol's and hahaha's.

but they are only make believe.

i wonder if

you see past the

lmfao's

and recognize

the fact that

I'm dying inside.

you sit next to me

we talk and laugh

and I secretly hope

that you don't confuse

my amusement

with happiness.

i wonder if you notice

the truth smoldering

in my eyes.