SO DIFFERENT DEAR DARLING OF MINE

dear darling of mine,
i close my eyes and remember
when the thought of you
made me so warm inside.
when knowing having you
in my life
made my world okay.

Now, the pages have turned
and on the contrary
you've become so cold.
like a switch that's been flipped
the your actions bite.
the uncertainty of what
you are or what i am
is unsettling.

like the seasons,
or the sun and moon
in the sky,
we all change.
and now the reality
of the change between
you and i
utterly aches my
already broken, steadily breaking
heart...
dear, dear darling of mine.