AS TIME PASSES

As time passes

It's not that I'm dreading what's coming

like i used to be.

It's just that I'm aware of the time

I've gone without you.

And I like I used to count down to the day

I never wanted to come,

Now, I'm counting up the days I've gone

and still have yet to go

being unable to be close to you.

The anxiety is still the same

as if I was counting down to D-day.

The pain is still the same

as if in anticipation of knowing D-day was going to hurt.

And all I can do is wish time would rewind

and then stand still forever.