IT JUST IS

At first you feel like you've lost your spark. 

And thats okay for a while,

  I guess.

until you lose your drive too...

And then your will to live follows,

And you feel like you can't even help yourself. 

You can only float suspended in this murk. 

You're already tired and you feel done, 

so trying to swim through the murk just exhausts you. 

The hole that you have fallen into 

is so deep that you feel like there's no point 

in trying to get out. 

So then you lose your fight...

Then the light within you dies. 

You feel dead and you wonder 

if you'd be better off that way. 

Everyone wants you to do something about this. 

But you don't feel like you have any say in this. 

You have no control over any of it. 

It just is.