LOSING THE AIR I BREATHE

Every time I find you,

I lose you again.

I'm filled with grief and frustration

as you continuously slip between my fingers.

Why hast thou forsaken me?

My wonderful flame, friend and confidante.

Why does it feel like we will never be one

together again?

Speaking through one another,

feeling alive again as I 

let go

and find myself within you.

But every time I find you first

I realize I've lost you again.