ANYTHING AT ALL

i search for words.
anything at all
to say to you.
i plead with reason
beg at random
for any excuse
to remind you
of my existence.
so disconnected
i need you
to see me again
remind me of
my own existence.
i just want to
feel you there
like i used to.
my heart is lonely
in this room
full of people
because all i want
are words
anything at all
to say to you.