CHANGES

HOW COME ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYTHING CHANGES?
WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT EVERYTHING REARRANGES.
THINGS LOOK UP
AND I'M CONFUSED LOOKIN ROUND.
SEEMS LIKE ALL OF A SUDDEN
EVERYTHINGS PICKIN UP OFF THE GROUND.
AND I HAVE NO IDEA
IF ITS ALL SOME JOKE.
SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY
I WAS TRYIN TO SEE IN THE SMOKE
FROM THE FLAMES AROUND ME
THAT WEREN'T RELENTING,
NOW HERE I AM
WHILE THESE BLESSINGS ARE PRESENTING
THEMSELVES RIGHT BEFORE ME.

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME COMIN
BUT I'M STILL CONFUSED.
DID ALL THIS FINALLY START HAPPENING
BECAUSE I DID SOMETHING RIGHT?
OR IS GOD GIVING ME A TASTE OF HAPPINESS
BEFORE HE TAKES ME AWAY BECAUSE I LOST THE FIGHT?
I HAVE NO IDEA
EXACTLY WHATS GOIN ON
BUT IMMA ENJOY IT
EVEN IF ITS A CON.
HERE I AM
WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE
I FINALLY FEEL
LIKE I BELONG SOMEPLACE
AND THE TASTE OF HOPE
IS OH SO SWEET
BUT THE BITTER AFTERTASTE
STILL KNOCKS ME OFF MY FEET.