WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

Is God telling me not to give up?
or rewarding me for following his will?
Doors are finally opening
but in the wrong place.
Or is this really the RIGHT place?
Confusion and anxiety overwhelm me
to the point of pain.
I'm standing at a crossroads
pulled in both directions.
I have to make up my mind
and the power lies in my hands.
But I need the right direction
From God.
Where do I go from here?
Just where am I meant to be?