STRUGGLE

i GASP for air
as i snap back into reality
hands GRABBING at
something ANYTHING to
HOLD ME steady.
and i REALIZE the danger
thats SURROUNDS me.
sanity KICKS IN and I RUN
where the hell am I running to?
I have no damn idea.
I STOP and look around.
"FIGURE IT OUT!
Where do YOU NEED to GO?"
"i don't know..."
"WHAT do YOU NEED to DO?"
"i don't know..."
Giving up, I CURL IN on myself.
I meet the cold ground
to ABANDON MYSELF.
Leaving myself with no one who cares.