NEVER HAVE I EVER

Never have I ever wanted to scream so badly as I do now
Crying is in vain because the tears will only return tomorrow
and by then, what will i have accomplished?
I will have only endured more heartache.
but is that an accomplishement in itself?
to endure is to overcome.
to endure is to refuse to allow yourself to be consumed.
Tomorrow, I will have kept at least my nose above water
for one more day.
At least I have won against the waves yet again.