BRUTAL

mean.
you became so mean.
when i tried my best
you seemed like
you just didn't care.
you stopped writing
you stopped smiling
you seemed like
you just didn't care!
you dropped me like a brick
and i fell hard.
you seemed like
you just didn't care.
what was i suppossed to do?
i thought you didn't care!
but it was i who let you down.
i couldn't call,
i couldn't always write,
you couldn't tell i was smiling.
you thought i didn't care.
but i loved you all along
and that love is so strong.
even though you coudln't tell
i did care.
and right now
you feel so far away.
i want to bridge the distance
because i still care.
but oh,
baby you hurt me.
i wonder if i hurt you.
i just want you forever mine.
but i fear that you are no longer in love with me
as i am in love with you.
that pain
is brutal.